I know its too quick for me to say that I like you , but it sucks that I can’t do that now , do it as soon as possible .
I don’t want to lose you . So , I’m not taking this risk of confessing and then ruining what we have now . I need you to show me that our feelings reciprocate .
I need you to need me , too . I can’t stand talking about boys with you because the boy I was talking about , it has always been you . I don’t need your advice , I need you to understand .
It frustrates me when you think of me as your pal , because I want to be more than that .
And now , you’re going far away from the country , and I still don’t have the guts to say it .
N , I love you . For everything you are . And the worse part is , you’ll never know that .
And I hope you’d realize how much you mean to me .